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How's it feel to be nothing? or merely a dark presence? or to be a pretty lonely, friendless and sometimes frightened kid?
Can you realize someone who desires to become just another kid? or a
person?

These are words in the text of English class today, describing the Maxican-American or the African-American.
I am not either of them; however, I can sense their feelings well. 
Is it because that the feeling of non-existence is exactly what I felt? Sadly, probably, true. 

In fact, that is not important, because since you don't exist, who would care?
Now, I am sitting here alone, again. Would anyone notice that but me? No.
Since nobody does notice my existence, what is the difference whether I exist or not?

How's it feel?
Frustrating, they say.
Angry, sometimes.
Lonely, yes.

Hey, how about
hopeless? or despair?

In the end, you will find out some fact.
It is better to creat loneliness than being captured by it.
It is better to escape from the world than being isolated by it.
It is better to erase your own existence yourself than being earsed by others.

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